Long time I haven’t posted anything, and I just looked back to my older posts and I can still feel – deep – how they were written, how the photos were posted, everything is just real. And I don’t know how to get back to that time, when I was younger (a bit), because now my world is totally the opposite. A lot of concerns, everything is not about beauty but about money. Oh there I start again! The serious talk, which I hate but I can’t get rid off it every minute now.
I’m happy I was thru it all, it was precious. Now I am more to realistic, ignoring little things that don’t matter (like the motorcycles on Jakarta’s traffic), let God, well I am still not religious, what I mean is I don’t know what life will brings today, just take it.
Just found a nice quote from Almost Famous movie which truly describe my situation right now
I didn’t ask for this role, but I’ll play it
I don’t dream to be rich, since I saw many rich people are actually mind-sick. I don’t dream to be famous, since now being famous is a common thing. I just wish to be healthy and accept things gracefully. That’s me now, I know you won’t give a shite but sometimes people need to let the words out, and I trust my blog since 2009.